Nothing really to talk about tonight.. its just been a while..
i see 13's and 113's everywhere.. maybe hindsight will show this as one more instance where i knew something was happening. But it's not my turn to go. i've been tested enough..
It's hard to have faith.. maybe thats why they call it that..
When you know.. when you see.. when you feel what's in your mind's eye, and know what's in your heart, its tough to simply have patience.. especially when you know it's not up to you, & there's nothing you can, or should, do to help it. You just want to cannonball in and throw everything else aside.. fight the demons, slay the dragon, display outwardly what you know your soul is capable of..
but it's not about pride. or want. or what "i" want.
Its about having the strength to help them on their path, not clear it for them.
To be beside them when they're strong enough to ask.
Or simply want you to be.
